Monday, 26 May 2008

Proud

My Special Place by Rosie


Sitting in the corner, surveying my surroundings, I notice the things others overlook.
The snail on the bird table, the scattered seed at its base, the gentle bleating of lambs in a nearby field. I decide to visit them. Pushing my chair back I knock a pot, the rich aroma drifts towards me as vibrant orange petals float down onto the weathered tiles. The clicking of my shoes on the patio is greeted by a chorus of birdsong. I glance up to see the birds but my eye is drawn to the trees, towering at the top end of this haven. The yellow tiles spread out like a desert, thankful for the oasis of potted plants randomly placed throughout. As I weave through the pots I look down and notice the moss growing over the corner of a tile, olive green in colour and slippery looking. I reach the steps, uneven and wet; I take great care in avoiding the cracks. Ignoring the pebbles the dogs kicked up I wander up the meandering path.
I pick up the damp, fresh fragrance, so much nicer than the average smell. Droplets of water have collected in the tulips that were planted earlier this spring. The large grass arena that I step into is enclosed with varying types of roses. Soft pink roses, deep red roses and my favourite, the white roses. I walk around, taking time to smell them. Stepping off the path the grass soaks my now bare feet. I can feel the blades shifting underneath my weight and the impressions of my feet make me laugh. The plum tree is nearby but I can’t get any closer for the fallen fruit keeps me away. Its royal purple colour; keen to stand out against the dull brown bark. I sneeze, startling a bird in the plum trees canopy. As it flies off, the tree shakes and I am sprayed with the morning dew that had settled on its leaves. The water drips off my arms and onto the grass. I bend down. An ant is struggling to get over a stick so I remove this obstacle and he carries on his way eager to take home his find.
My feet are getting cold now so I head towards the bench. Its wooden frame intertwined with the tiny flowers at its feet. The bench is wet so I tiptoe to the nearby shed. The rusty padlock unwillingly creaks and the door swings open. A musty smell sweeps over me. It takes a while for my eye to adjust to the light. Tools lay scattered on the floor, tucked into a bed of cobwebs. I spy a cloth hanging precariously from the lawnmower. Reaching across I quickly grab it and jog back to the bench.
I wipe the bench over and sit down. I look around. The wind has picked up and a gentle breeze stirs the leaves on our apple tree making the birdfeeder swing, its mesh casting interesting shadows onto other branches. The greenhouses tall pointed roof can hardly be seen and the tomatoes; not quite ripe, remain hidden by my house.
"Rosie” my Gran calls. I can hear the chink as my tea is placed on the patio table. Leaping up from my seat I dive onto the path and hop the steps two at a time, careful to avoid the wet patches. The blur of bright colours wash over me and I stumble as I reach the last step. I sit at the table. I am lucky to have such a gorgeous retreat. Before I have time to eat any tea the gentle aroma of the flowers and lullaby of the birds carry me off into a deep sleep.

I was having one of those crap-weather-bank-holiday days. You know, when you do things that you can never be bothered to do any other time.

I decided to sort out some drawers. In one of our many muddled drawers I found 'My Special Place'.

It was written by Rosie, four years ago. She was fourteen years old.

When Rosie left year eleven her English teacher told her that after completing her A levels she would almost certainly be offered a place at Oxford or Cambridge should she apply. As you may know Rosie decided not to follow that road.

Ah well. She's happy, she's beautiful and I am so proud!

I have scanned it in for you to read. I hope you enjoy reading it as much as I do.

Sunday, 18 May 2008

May Fayre


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Bugger.
Another evening wasted - dozing on the sofa.
Why am I always so knackered by 9pm?
I don't get it.
Yeah, I get up around six every morning but to be perfectly honest my days aren't that busy. Izzy off to school at 8.30, Eliza to playgroup at 9 then just Carter and I pootling about doing our thing until 12, pick Eliza up, lunch, Izzy home at 3.20, dinner for 6-ish, dog-walking, animals fed, baths had, littlest kids to bed by 7.30, Izzy by 9 (weekend bedtime) and that's it.
I don't spend my day running a company, personally assisting some high-flying businessman, teaching a classroom full of over-opinionated kids, cooking posh cuisine in a top restaurant or anything else particularly full-on, so WHY!?
Could it be that I'm getting too past it to be dancing to the tune of a one year old daily, that I'm suffering from some dreadful illness that makes me shut down at sun down or is it just that I'm a lazy cow?
I reckon it's my sofa.
It has magic sleep-inducing powers that envelope me as soon as my bum hits the seat.
Every day for the past week I've said to myself "I'm going to do a bit of blogging tonight, catch up with everyone and maybe post something mildly interesting".
Yeah right! - the most I manage is a quick look at my unsurprisingly sparse emails then my bum is drawn to the sofa...AGAIN.
"Right!" I thought on waking up at midnight on the sofa once again - "I'm going to go to bed and think of something to write a post about."
So here I am sat in bed scribbling stuff which I hope to make some sense of tomorrow and type into a post.
I would like to write about our visit to Halletts Mountain but that would require suitable effort to do justice to Meredics' beautiful home.
Not some late night scribbling of some semi-comatose forty-something, moaning old bag......
Exciting thing that have happened lately......
Three baby pigs born. Not exciting at all unless you are a big guinea-pig fan.
Just one not really exciting but quite nice thing really - Kev, Rosie, Gary (Rosie's boyfriend), Jake and I went out for a meal on Monday night to celebrate Kev's 43rd birthday.
We went to a rather nice country pub and had a lovely meal but the young man who waited on us was, although very nice, as camp as christmas!
This is all fine but when Kev has a few ales these days (not being used to drinking much anymore), he gets a bit silly.
To cut a long story short, Kev said something to Jake which resulted in them both spiralling into that uncontrollable, hysterical laughter - you know, the kind you can't stop, the kind that makes you hoot and wheeze, leaving you with tears rolling down your cheeks and unable to breathe. And sometimes the odd snot-bubble.
This continued for a good ten minutes. Luckily there were no other diners in the same part of the restaurant as us which was just as well. We were the kind of table that could annoy some people, especially very sensible people with no sense of humour.
So, a good night was had. Lots of food, lots of drink and lots of laughter.

Saturday we have the delights of Izzys' school May Fayre to look forward to.
Call me a miserable old bint but I bloody dread the May Fayre.
Table tops full of tat for sale (proceeds to the church most likely) - parents are asked to donate stuff for their kids to take into school which they then have to go to the fayre and buy back again.
Over priced, under filled hot-dogs, rubbish face-painting which looks like the sort of art that Carter often creates with a crayon on most of the walls in our house, cups of nasty instant coffee and grey tepid tea, cruddy tombolas, name the stuffed toy animal which looks as if it has been made by someone from the local residential home for the old mad folk, lucky-dips that are SO NOT lucky, a coconut shite and the school choir singing about how lucky they are to have Jesus in their lives (which is always a bit disturbing to a non-believer like myself)...
Now I know that Izzy won't read this so it's ok.
So tomorrow at 2pm we will have to feign enthusiasm and trot off to school with our hard earned cash and fritter it away on stuff we don't really want.
We have no choice.
Izzy is in the choir and is very excited about the whole thing.

So, spare a thought for me on Saturday whilst you're all having a great time and keep your fingers crossed for me to win a bottle in the raffle rather than a box-set of old-lady soaps that always smell like toilet cleaner or shake'n'vac.
Moan moan, whing whinge, grumble grumble........................

p.s.
As I am typing this up Saturday night, after having been to the dreaded May Fayre I can confirm it was crap.
Even more crap than in previous years.
Oh and I didn't win anything in the raffle - not even a bottle of pissy plonk......which I suppose is a good thing really.......